Thursday, January 10, 2013
Can I just be real with y'all? I'm having a really tough week. I never realized how hard it would be not having a home base to retreat to at the end of each day. Instead, we've been hoping around from one Air BNB condo to another, and each time I find my anxiety levels going through the roof. I just want to go home... And, I don't mean LA, or Portland, I just mean like, my own house, with my own stuff, and my own kitchen, and my own bathroom. I just want things to be normal again.
My body hasn't been responding well to all this stress. My face is one big pimple, I'm still wearing the clothes we brought with us to Germany (which are now starting to stink,) I almost started crying when I walked into Forever 21 yesterday (in my defense, that place is cray,) I think I'm getting sick, and I've pretty much been living in bed. Luckily, this latest hotel room has cable so I've been able to re-watch each season of Friends.
Sorry, I normally don't like using my blog for depressing posts like this. But, sometimes it feels good to be honest.
Has anyone else ever felt like this? Just want to make sure I'm not alone... Sigh.
PS - We didn't get the apartment I mentioned on Monday (wah!) but, we applied for another yesterday. Crossing our fingers that all this madness is almost over!